Wounded again

This is not good...suddenly the twist of fate just made the walls of life crumbled on top of me.All i wanted to do is make things right...just to right my own mistakes...why is everyone and the whole world seems to try and stop me? Why?What did I do to those people?I was angry just now...really pissed off...devestated...upset...*sigh

Maybe this is all my own doing.Being trapped in a room that I don't want to be and I've been trying to escape ever since.I've been smashing on every wall in the room trying to break free...tried everything, like a wounded beast and now, the whole walls just collapsed on top of me...I shud've known better...I shud've used the DOOR!!!*sigh...to use the door,I only need patience but that is something I do not have, not in tryin to right my own mistakes...and now it's taken it tolls...Maybe I'm trying to make things right the wrong way...am back at where I started...God it feels so close to being successful....

Again,fate got the best of things....and I'm licking my wound once more... :(

p/s:I got transferred to Perak, I cannot do my Master and my plan to change career has been halted until further notice....how's that?