hurmmm

I did something horrible yesterday...not in a million years can i imagine doin that kind of thing...but i did...not exactly proud abt it, and it sure does not make me feel any better,but i think i'm just making a point to myself that i shudn't beg just to do a nice thing to ppl...maybe i crossed the line but i'm just human...i have feelings too...and i have limit to my patience...i dun think i acted wisely on that matter but i just can't take it anymore...why am i the one who always need to be considerate?Trust me...this is not the 1st time i'm feelin abused like this...sigh...when it comes to me....ppl said i'm being emo...when it comes to other ppl..they will say "ohh..let them be... they're just havin a bad day"...is that fair??having said that...i dun feel any better...maybe my friendship is insignificant to many ...but by GOD i tried to be a good friend...i tried...