Back with a vengence

Hehe...nah, the title means nuthin actually, but my last post was on 23rd March...really i dunno how many read my blog, and to be honest, i really dun care...it's just my way of venting things out.Past few months have been a weird experience, and i guess i dun really write that much due to a couple of reasons...yeah been busy is one of it, but i wasn't THAT busy all the time...maybe most of my time was concentrated on a special sumone...and i'm glad i did that...again, maybe that's one of the reason i dun vent much here...been venting sumwhere else :D...

I'm used to wonder why do ppl dun really care much about things around them (in a way la) at certain level of their lives.Not that they dun want to, but other things become THE priority in life i guess....maybe i'm having the same syndrome...i do think i have the symptoms...the changing of priorities is sth very normal for everyone...it's just a matter of time.I used to see things in a different way coz it was a different ball game altogether.Things changed lately and what i mean by that is the angle i see life.It's still pretty much the same things, about being better,succesfull,being happy and the whole idea of greatness in life.Lately i think i did a few alterations in the way i see and try to achieve all those.Simply to accomodate another person that i wanna share all those with.Life is funny, u lose sum but u win sum back...heh, i dun think it's about losing and winning at all anyway.When i'm used to be selfish and self centered, i think i'm more considerate now, i'm used to be very sceptical in life, now i do have faith in certain things (ok la...i'm still sceptical abt lots of things :D)...all i'm tryin to say, i lost sum bits of my old self....and i gained sumthin new...losing and gaining do have some effects on my life...all the things that i lost and gained have both good and bad in it...depending on how u see it....everythin is like a coin. It has 2 sides but the value of the coin is still the same no matter which side u see it....

I'm grateful to God for giving me this chance...to see things in different view and i just realized that along the way i've been missing certain stuff too...good stuff that i enjoy...now it's just a matter of pickin up few pieces,drop sum, and enjoy this newfound gifts that i have... :) simple truth is that...am just plain happy now...